Ana wrecks your life, like an anorexia life.

I'm not gaining any wait, nor am I losing any. Why is weight important for my judgement? Well, I'd hate myself if I lost anymore kilos to what I am now. I'm a reversed female, as I'd love myself if I gained another 2 or 3 kilos. But instead, I stay still. This isn't what I'm annoyed about though. I find myself feeling that I have to endure food, rather than enjoy it. I'm eatting less and less by the days. I hope this doesn't become into a medical condition, otherwise I'd be playing Ana's Song by Silverchair nonstop, as it'd be the only song I'd relate to.
Sigh.