Everyday I find myself checking, to see if my request has been listened to. Everyday, I feel the same disappointment. I cannot be bothered reminding you, but I hope that this is subtle enough for you to understand. It hurts me though, that the one time I really want you to do something, if the one time you don't listen. Or maybe you truly don't know how. Sigh. I'll stop being a whiney girl.
In other news, apparently it's weird that my ex boyfriend has an ex wife. Yea, he's three years older than me and we dated when I was fourteen. At eighteen he shagged a young lady, drunk, without a condom. This moment reminds me of Knocked Up. As the Christian he is, he married her before the baby was born, so it's not a bastard. Afterwards, they had a fall out, and got divorced just before he hit twenty. What a life.
He was the ex that cheated on me. Well, I was the affair, but I didn't know. We had been dating for three months until I met his actually girlfriend. It was very awkward. In the end, her and I became best friends for what lasted around two years.
I've started to notice that I've been in every position in relation to cheating. I've been the one who cheated, the one who was cheated on and the one they cheated with. I also came tor ealise that I've cheated on all my ex boyfriends and have never once thought about cheating on Rinsma. What does this mean? Have I finally grown up?
But I would love a single girl life during 18-21. Only so I can shag the people I meet at clubs, and never have to be committed. But I don't see that ever really happening.
Also, I've finished P.O.V.'s album cover, I just hope to God that they love it and is happy.
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Are you going to show us the cover?
Do you find it weird pouring your heart into a blog, thinking that next to no one will ever read it and then realising that more people read it that what you originally thought?
We do know each other, but its better to be known as the man behind the computer. I think for the things that i'll undoubtedly write about, i'll leave it that way. But if its really bugging you, we're facebook friends.
Lol. Its easier to just blog it, maybe i'll start using drafts...
By the way, i always look forward to your postings... It keeps me amused..
I don't know whether honoured is the word that i would use, but sure. I'd spobally go for special, but not in a special education sort of way. I don't think i'll ever reveal who i am. Most of this stuff, i've told someone, but it's still nice to be able to vent somewhere.
I nearly wrote my name at the bottom of this comment, and then remembered that that's not anonymous... God i'm an idiot...
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